I have been in this relationship for 17th month. theres ups and down and tangle around. i stay because i believe i cant find anyone who can accept me for the real me other than him. i started thinking about what i’ve done. what i’ve sacrifice to make things right. since he is being so nice to me for the whole month. i kinda hope that it will stay the way it is. i am too tired to start a fight. he do ask me if i ever want to get engaged. i have been thinking about it. so stuck here. will continue this conversation in the next post.